Changes in My Life

Ang Makulay na Buhay ni Bibay lately is not so well, makulay. My days are spent at home just resting. I may be playing Zeus too on my laptop but that is done while I am propped by many pillows in our bed. So in essence, I am doing zilch, nothing, na-da. This is exactly what I have been afraid of when thoughts of having kids pop in my mind - the change in everything. I have always been an on the go person, always rushing to do stuff and having a lot of things going on for me. And I am afraid that all of these will change when we have kids. Don't get me wrong, I want to have kids but the prospect of it terrifies me and now that we are pregnant I am kinda at a loss. Already so many things are changing: I was not able to go to the Sarah Geronimo concert yesterday to help organize our Agency's event which is also my focalship. I failed to attend our magazine meeting in Makati which also happened yesterday. And I cannot go anywhere! I have to hold the trips to Coco Beach and Boracay (thank gawd the GCs are till next year) and also the other places we planned on going to. My new bikini and sun dress are wasting away in my cabinet and a whole lot of other stuff changing in our lives. I guess I just have to accept things the way they are right now. And I love our baby so I'm sure the sacrifice will be worth it. Now that's me convincing myself. Haha! Don't worry, I'll get this soon enough!

House Arrest

And so I was ordered to stay at home to rest for two weeks. Had my first ultrasound today, which was a really weird experience, and my due date was determined to be February 6. I hope the baby's birthday will be the same as my bestfriend's kid, Danielle, who is also my inaanak.

Cat Out of the Bag (at least to some)

I finally told my husband of the news and he is happy to be a father soon. As for me, I still dunno how I am feeling which is typical. All I know is that I am more concious of what I am eating and reading and watching. And I have plans on playing the piano again every weekend. This Friday, were off to the doctor.

In the Beginning...

It has been a busy May with the culmination of our events company's big sports event, my birthday and other events both personal and official. So it really came as a big surprise when I missed my period on the last day of the month. Interesting. I though of stress as a reason since everybody knows that I hardly had a day's rest on this month but the thought left me as soon as it came. Afterf all, I am noty the kind of woman who miss her period when she is stressed. On the contraire, my period doubles and even triples when I am stressed. So does this mean what I think it means?

Our plan is to wait for at least two years before getting pregnant since I still have a lot planned - travelling to different places, taking the business to a higher level by producing more events and a lot of other things but lately I have been thinking of taking the next step because of this OC feeling that I want to have a twenty year old by the time I am fifty. This thought was reinforced when my doctor ordered me to stop taking the pill when my period got messed up. And so now, it has been two days since I missed my period and I finally took the test to finally seal the deal and this what it showed:

And so this proves it. I am pregnant! Excted? I dunno. Happy? That's still yet to be seen. Apathetic? Yeah. Okay, typical reaction. Good luck to me!